;')

hay :'( sampe kapan gua kaya gini ya. sampe kapan? kapan? kapaaaaaannnnnnn???????
I'm tired of always waiting. until when this is all over :'( 


until now has not contacted me. until when do I wait? until when I cry? until when I would stand like this?
I do not know what you did there. are you okay? do you still have not passed out? if you have forgotten me? if you would leave me just like that, once I loved you? oh no. It is not possible. god help me, help me to put up with all this

I know I'm wrong, I know all this have to sacrifice anything, I know I should not like this. indeed, it's always me wrong here.

but you know? not everyone is as patient as I could. I'm sure I have enough patience. I'm sure all those who face this all must be tired, definitely not. However, I'm here. trying with all my heart just for you, just to wait, why am I doing this? why? Yes. because I love you, because I'll always be there for you.

I hope you hurry back. I hope you'll always be there for me too, I hope everything I do is not in vain. everything! since I'm waiting until I love you. I hope you will reply to all that. I hope you will not leave me alone. I hope you will not leave it with the expectation that want you to love me

Yes. I'm aware of. I'm just an ordinary girl who expect the love of a handsome man like you. I'm aware of. I'm just a poor girl who wants you to love. but should not you give me false hope that if you're not going to accept me as I am

really. I really love you. although I thought that was odd. even if you do not love me. despite all that impossible. I remember when you said 'I love you' I remember it all. yes but what you really love me? I really love you, but I'm not sure you love me too