davin died :')

hay! lo liat judulnya! anjiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrr jadi gue nyesek banget kan? BANGET! ya allah pas tau semua itu gue cuma bisa pasrah dan nangis T.T nyeseeeeeeekkkkkkk banget rasanya. dia ga ada kabar 1minggu tiba-tiba malah dikasih kabar gini. gue dapet berita buruk ini dari abangnya wiko :'( ya allah...........kenapa? kenapa harus gue yang terima berita buruk kaya gini. nih jadi dmnya gini:

D: "Ini pacarnya davin yang di indonesia? Gua cuma mau kabarin davinnya sudah meninggal. Dia pesan sama lo buat nerusin jadi arsiteknya"
G: "Ini siapa? Lu bohong kan?"
D: "Gua abangnya wiko kakaknya temennya davin"
G: "Kapan dia pergi?"
D: "Waktu dia gak bls dm. Dia cerita ke gua. Dia tau lo masih sayang sama cowo yg sebelumnya, jangan berhenti sayang sama dia ya."
G: "Tapi gue sayang juga kok sama davin. Makasih udah ngabarin gue. Makasih bgt."
D: "Iya dia juga terima kasih banyak" G: "Jam berapa dia pergi? Knp dia harus pergi? Emangnya ga ada yg donorin ginjal buat dia? Kenapaaaaaa? :'("
D: "Jam 5 pagi. Dia udah lemes banget mau dm lo sampe gak bisa"
G: "Oh gitu ya. Makasih lagi ya"

YA AMPUUUUUUNNNNNNN..........................NANGIS! ya.cuma itu yang bisa gue perbuat :'( ya allah nyesek, pas tau dm itu gue gemeteran, nangis, nyesek. bisa kan kalian rasain gimana jadi gue? bisa kan? ya ampuuunnnn........gimana rasanya kalo lo di tinggal sama pacar? gimana? :'(

sorry. really sorry I've disappointed you. really sorry because I can not wait for you to be patient. really sorry because I still love khrn. really sorry if I've made you very upset
thanks Davin, you've never care about me. thank you really can understand me. thank you as being really good with me. really thanks for all that you ever gave to me
I will definitely continue to yearn for you. I will definitely miss all of you. I'm here ....... will continue to love you and will never forget all that has ever happened between us

please come into my dream when I miss you. please come to the front of me when I need you. please you give me spirit. please help me to let you go
really love you.
I'm definitely going to miss a message from you. 
I will always pray for you.
love you so much DAVIN ALENDRA HUTAMA :* :') {}